Question:
What is it that you truly need for
yourself,
your Vampirism, as selfish as it may seem to
many, in order to
maintain that much needed
balance? Which do you find the most challenging
in doing so: control or sources?
Greetings..
Well let's see here..Sources are never the issue, as I am both
empathic
and psi, and can also take from some elemental sources if
the conditions are
up to par..I would have to say what I truly need
is more in the way of
upbeat energies.. I am used to very calm,
relaxing energies, rather than
chaotic ones, and I find that the
calmer, more peaceful ones are alot easier
on me personally, because
I tend to be volatile anyway..So I had rather work
to try and
counteract the chaos..And definitely what I find to be the bigger
challenge is control..Especially during the full moon.. The energies
are
rampant, in - your - face, and not easy to block out (for me
anyway)..There
are times however, when I am calm, and I find the
energies behind a good
debate are welcome..But this comes down to
being able to maintain a cool
head and watch your opponent become
flustered instead..Those energies are
interesting..So for me, it's
all about maintaining control..Sources are
never a problem..
Dark Blessings~
Silver