Question:
What is it that you truly need for
yourself,
your Vampirism, as selfish as it may seem to
many, in order to
maintain that much needed
balance? Which do you find the most challenging
in doing so: control or sources?
Greetings..
Over the years I have developed the ability to tap into alternative
energy sources for my vampirism besides the most desired source which
I
regard as that of the dense prana energy found in blood and sexual
contact.
Many vampires go without donors not by choice and so have to
adapt in other
ways. This can be accomplished thru developing the
ability to tap other
energy sources such as the psychic and empathic
energy of people, the
elemental energy found around us, and other
living things such as pets. In
this way are we able to continue our
well being as well as achieve balance
and alternatives. This in large
part is the key to maintaining this much
needed balance. I have found
that most seek a willing donor from another,
but when that is not a
part of our vampirism, we have the ability to use
alternatives.
Control plays a big role in any vampire's ability to seek a balance
in
the energy we intake for our wellness, too much as well as too
little does
not help us. Energy overload without the ability to
release the excess is as
harmful as not enough. The ability to
control the amount and kind of energy
determines in large part our
success in energy manipulation for wellness.
Equally if the sources
of needed energy are not present, then we are no
better in gaining
that wellness. It is my experience that having the sources
of energy
present and having the ability to control amount and kind will
determine the health of any vampire. It will be a challenge to many
to
achieve both, but both take time to realize. I have established
the long
term presence of energy sources in my life now as well as
the control I need
for the balance within myself. That is the part of
the long term goal of any
vampire.
Dark regards...
Damien Daville
Elder and Founder
The Vampire Church