Question:
What is it that you truly need for
yourself,
your Vampirism, as selfish as it may seem to
many, in order to
maintain that much needed
balance? Which do you find the most challenging
in doing so: control or sources?
Hello All,
Being sanguine, blood is what I need, unfortunately, it's not
something
most are too great about parting with...lol. I have no
alternative resources
for collecting energy, but I do have a few
methods to help me out when I
don't get as much as I need or want.
In order to maintain a balance of the
energies I use up and the
energies that I need, it does require feeding from
my donor
(husband), while it may seem a little less than charming, I do have
to ask, it's not a question of just taking and going, as with other
methods, however, it's great having someone who understands for the
most
part and is not selfish of giving of himself in that way.
As for the more challenging in feeding, I guess it would be not
getting
enough, sources are limited when I only take from one
person. Even if I did
have someone else offer, I would not be able
to accept. I need someone with
a deeper personal connection than
just friendship to take from. I am picky
that way. With someone as
close as my donor is to me to feed from, I feel
its easier to trust
the person you are feeding from to be honest with you.
As for
control, well...you really have no choice being sanguine. Losing
control can have very bad reprecussions for your donor and for
yourself.
Eternal,
Barbie